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its one of those times when you have reached a dead end...im tiring away...trying to keep someone happy...making an effort to overcome my shortcomings...trying to make them feel better in every which way...trying not to get frustrated...trying to hide my moods...trying to keep smiling...trying to hide my emotions...not being able to express myself freely...expressing myself freely means more fighting and screaming...shutting up means a more frustrated me...i have reached a crossroad - i make a left turn, i reach a dead end..i make a right turn, i reach a dead end...maybe it's time to let go?